For most students, yesterday was the last day of classes here at William and Mary. The last day is known as “Blow Out,” which probably has something to do with the fact that thousands of students blow their brains out with drunken revelry from sun-up to well into the wee hours of the night—people dancing around in the Sunken Gardens, mobs roaming to and fro. This is about as close as W&M gets to what party schools consider normal. I’ve never totally understood the liberation that such students feel; big kahuna final exams are always right around the corner, and so the school year is FAR from over.
For seniors, the last day of classes is extra special though; it isn’t just the close of the school year, but the close of an important part of one’s life. All the class, all the homework, the papers, the late nights, the tests, the grades, and on this day, you can finally smell the end: a mix of pollen, pancakes, and whatever lies just up ahead and around the bend.
For decades, centuries perhaps, seniors have entered the historic Wren Building to ring the Wren bell, one by one. It’s a way to announce to the world, “I’m about to graduate! HARK UPON THE GALE!”
There are many traditions in which I don’t take part, and the end of my undergrad experience has been a little disjointed with not having been in school this past fall or spring, working at Colonial Williamsburg, and still needing to finish one class this June. But having my chance to ring the Wren Bell was of symbolic importance and something that my soul needed.
So during my lunch break at work, I headed over to campus. Dressed in a shirt and tie in contrast to all the frolicking casually-dressed students, already between two chapters of my life. A sense of eager anticipation, almost a touch of nervousness. The weather can’t be more perfect, a slight breeze, the sun beaming into the Wren court yard as I stride up to the steps. Amid the happy din of laughter and glee, the steady tolling keeps resounding. I’m not sure if it is coming from the Wren or my chest. A brief stop on the porch and then up the stairs, up, up, up.
And there is the rope…my turn. Here it is. What am I supposed to think right now? What’s supposed to be streaming through my mind? Sometimes in life you have those momentous occasions that you anticipate and think about, and then you are there, right in the midst of it, and it’s all happening so quickly.
Someone suggests that I give it a pull. Okay. Grab the rope. Pull hard. And there is my knell echoing across campus. That’s it?
My heart is sated. I can go back to work. I can leave this chapter of my life and enter the next.